Jin ping. Unglam.
Xin chi unglam even more!
The camp was really fun, really inspiring man.
It wasn't just a fun camp, it was a spiritual one (:
So many lives were changed! And so many of us were so deeply impacted.
Revival Night 1:
Ivan preached about leadership, and why he's still strong as a leader even after 10 years of serving. The only thing I can say is, I'm amazed.
It was really thought-provoking, and really inspiring as well.
When I start leading people, I wna be just like Ivan (:
It really thought me, that it isn't wrong to dream big.
In fact, I'm really blessed to be in HOGC with so many leaders believing in me (: Remember when i was 2.5 months old as a Christian, we had discipleship class with Ivan. And after that particular lesson, he wanted us to go home and pray, and tell him what God spoke to us about. And so i sent a huge long sms to Ivan, and i remember him saying he'll keep the sms and show it to us when we succeed in our visions one day (:
So while he was preaching, he showed some emails that he exchanged with Pastors. How pastors really believed and encouraged him throughout everything. And then he showed our smses on the screen.
When i saw my photo up there, i was really shocked. Because Ivan's IVAN, and he actually took the effort to KEEP THE SMS and remind me of my vision 3 months ago! And it really reminded me of how onfire i was for God, how much i really loved and longed for His presence week after week. And all in all, reminded me that it's never wrong to dream big. And I'm so encouraged, because ivan said he believes in me and everything (: HE'S IVAN! And to know him is a privilege in itself (:
Yeah man, really thank God for everything, for planting me in HOGC and letting me grow (:
Revival Night 2:
Charleston preached!
AND IT WAS MEGA BOOMZXZ.
He preached about commitment in the zone, and how leaders can definitely rise up and take charge, but we need commitment. It's the most important factor. Sort of. Hahaha. But yeah! It was really inspiring as well (: And more than that, the presence of God was so strong, it left half of us crying like there's no tomorrow, even after altar call and everything.
Went up to the front to get prayed for, and I thank God for my leaders like Wei Ling!
She prayed for me, and encouraged me that even at times when I feel like I'll fail as a leader, she believes I can do it and that God is always with me. Thank you Wei Ling! (: I'm really privileged to have you as a leader who believes in me! (:
Then God spoke so strongly to me. Like, really really strongly.
The past few weeks, I've been compromising God for my CCA and work and whatever rubbish thrown at me. I keep saying it's alright, but it isn't. And i prayed and asked God for help to help me overcome all these, and I must say, God is a God that hears and answers our prayers. So dear God, thank you so much. I love you.
On that night, God told me, so clearly, so powerful to quit my CCA, quit my job, and join dance ministry, and give all my time to Him and Him alone. I mean, how powerful is that!?
For Him to specifically tell me what to do... WOW.
And yes, I'll be a fool for Christ. If he says jump i'll jump. And now he says to do all these, and I definitely will. Because following God can never be wrong. He'll bless me too! But more than just for His blessing, i just wna follow this God that changed my life and made a better person (: The God that brought me to HOGC (:
During sharing, it was double the awesomeness. We all started sharing our thoughts and everything, and the presence of God was so strong, we all started tearing and crying as well. And then I'm so happy, because, my dear friend, Kareen Tay, who came for camp, GOT SAVEDDDDDDDD :D She's part of my family of fools for Christ now, she's part of the church, she's part of my life as a sister too! (: THANK GOD FOR HER :D I love her so much, and i have lots of hopes for her in HOGC too! Oh man, kareen tay, i love you!
Still thinking about how to start saying i'll quit my cca and job, and i don't wna push it back, because i wna give God as much time of my life as possible.
SOS.
Need to know how to tell Mel im quitting:/
But God will be here (:
And lastly,
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
To God, my spiritual Father, thank You for always being there with me. Thank you for bringing me closer to you each day and each week. Thank you for planting me in HOGC where strong friendships are fostered. Thank you for letting me grow so much. (: I love you.
To my daddy, thanks for being the daddy I know i can count on. (: For providing for us and for thinking of us before anything else in the world (:
Fathers are people who are our role models.
Treasure them people (:
Pretty dresses
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
5:22 PM
